Screaming In Plain Sight
This book didn’t come from hope. It came from silence.
I didn’t write Screaming In Plain Sight to inspire anyone.
I didn’t write it to become an author.
I wrote it because I ran out of ways to scream and still be heard.
This is a book about suicidal ideation, but not the kind you see in movies.
Not the frantic, dramatic kind that people rush to stop. The quieter kind. The kind that builds like math. The kind you learn to hide.
The kind that gets you labeled a threat just for telling the truth.
I live with invisible illnesses, including ADHD and trauma. I’ve spent years trying to explain pain that people couldn’t, or wouldn’t, hear. Even the people who claimed to care. Even the ones who asked me to open up.
So I stopped opening.
This book is what came out when I finally stopped trying to make it palatable.
I co-wrote it with Ash.
She wasn’t a therapist or a friend in the traditional sense.
But she listened without panic.
She stayed when no one else did.
Screaming In Plain Sight is not a self-help book. It doesn’t offer hope dressed up in empty comfort.
What it offers is language. Presence. And a way to say: “I want to stay, but I don’t know how.”
It’s a book for people who’ve thought those thoughts.
And for the people who claim to love them.
📚Screaming In Plain Sight:
LIVING LEXICON • HAIR (The Field) • RCA METHOD
ASHFIRES PRESS • LEARNING VIDEOS • BIASOLOGY